prestently listening to:

intentions to:

soberity level:

hi.

i haven't even read ANY other diaries yet...i haven't even looked around the site.

I was excited by the idea of an on-line diary, because...everything we write in diaries and/or journals are things we wish to share, but are too afraid too. Righfully so. Society doesn't allow freedom of thought and speech to go hand in hand emotionally.

i guess, i have lotts of things to say, and, i don't know who to say them to. So, if i know anyone could read this, i don't have to worry about saying anything, because, i could have a silent aduience. But at the same time, your reading this by choice, not because i asked you too, or i need someone to listen.

No guilt, no emotional retention, just...a voice.

i feel like i should thank you for reading that, but, i guess i don't have to. And you don't have to come back to read more.

Kinda kneet.

(but thats a whole nother story, for another night.)