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and it's hard to hold a candle
2001-09-30 - 5:28 p.m.
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prestently listening to:

intentions to:

soberity level:

i don't think i have as much fun as everyone else.

i go to lots of 'fun' events...tons of parties, shows. but everyone seems to be having more fun than me. or maybe its a differnt kind of fun.

i go to shows 'cause i like the music, but i like the people alot more. thats why it never really matters what show i go to, as long as i know a few people who'll be there.

i go to 'paries' alot. the music i like there to, but more so the differnt people. they way they dressed up, thier hair, the way they dance.

i love people, people watching.

and i'm not exactly the biggest social butterfly you've ever met, i just like to watch, study. the way people move, the way they speak to each other. how someone stands when thier friends are around vs. when thier friends might walk away. the way i girl stands when a cute boy comes up to talk to her. the way a shy boy will glance and glance and then get caught glancing at a pretty girl. the way girls look at other girls, the way boys just, kinda, don't.

i get a 'D' for my participation grade.

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