prestently listening to:

intentions to:

soberity level:

Marco-

some seemingly self center little...well...wanker. you tell me why thats attracktive? it is. i love our chemistry. we play off each other too well. cunning wit and stoner slurs. hmm, yes. that cow palace show...i thought for sure we'd make-out by the end of the night. i could tell you wanted too, and i now i did. what kept us then? as many minior implications as i could possibly list, i truely believe it was done, or rather not done, out of respect. maybe that was you being a better friend. i invited you to my house..i knew what i was doing, but at the same time not thinking. i like you. i like your touch. i like the way you touch my face, gently. i liked the way my heart raced when we kissed, if only for a brief second.

its wise, us being friends. i know this. i hope we didn't lose that oppurtunity to be close still. lets not let it be weird if its just you and me. i still wanna call you for a pre-work bowl. will you be a shoulder if i need one? please lets not let this keep us from being as good a friends as we could have been.

who knows. we'll see.