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and it's hard to hold a candle
2001-06-30 - 10:02 a.m.
i am a brat, sorry.

prestently listening to:

intentions to:

soberity level:

i'm sorry i was so whinney yesterday. sometimes i just get overwhemled with... i don't know, depression? self hatered? i ended up having alot of fun later that day. i went to the city with kacey, angie, tassia & her two wholsome friends that were nice but they kinda bugged me. we met up at stevies and drank in the street of the castro. its pride weekend you know. i called greg and neals house when i got back in the area, round 12ish, and they were up, playing video games. it was actually really funny. marco answered and when i asked what they were up to marco didn't say drinking and play video games, he said playing Sean Palmer and to be that specific sumed up the night i'm sure. video games.

so maybe not everyone hates me. stevie always reminds me to get over myself. thats what i need to hear alot, but no one else could ever say that but him. i love steve and i respect him more than anything ever. hes the only person that can tell me what a brat i am and i'll listen. anyone else i'll start throwing fists.

steve is great. i am a brat. but atleast i'm happier today.

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