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mom, i'm soo sorry.

i couldn't do it anymore. i love you. i'm sorry about all this, i'm sorry for kenny and stacey. tell dad its not his fault, its not anyones fault. i'm just too tired, i tried. i'm sorry for every time you'll look at old family potraits, and new ones to come. i'm sorry you'll have to go through all my stuff. i'm sorry for after its all been cleaned out and you'll come across somthing else of mine.

you, dad, kenny and stacey are the reason i lasted this long, thank you. i'm sorry to do this to all of you. i was never a very good roll model for kenny and stacey.

i love you all.