prestently listening to:adam and his package

intentions to: go to bed

soberity level: very sleepy

i <3 halloween time! its my moms fav time of year as well, she really shines about now.

today we carved pumkins and then drove to hollister(bout an hour drive) to a "haunted corn maze"! how cool is that? they took 5 acres of corn field and made it into a big 'ol maze. in the center of the maze is a haunted house and it was scarey even! mind you, i've been working in make-up and preformance for a professional "haunted house" production since i was 12, so to scare me isn't easy!

they had to put grease on the corn so people wouldn't cheat and sneak though the corn walls. we saw a whole bunch of people that quit woking for the company my mom and i still haunt with so we got in for free. it was a good 'ol corn pick'n time!

wednesday we're going to "the pirates of emerson" across the bay. its this haunt thats all pirate themed!!!!! its really cool, i went last year. wanna come with?

next week end i'm going to a massive in LA. Monster Massive is what its called. it ought to be fun(?). i'm not really into the whole rave scene anymore but Micha and Erik and Yoric are still very much so. crazy mayhem. i'll have to tell you ALL about that. no doubt i'll be coming home with crazy stories.

also saturday is gregs 25th birthday. i bought him a bag of these chocolate covered gummy bears he likes and i'm contimplateing getting him two tickets to a tour through the Winchester Mystery House in san jose. i know hes never been, and he'll never go unless someone dragged him there. i think he'd like it. he could take that new girl friend of his. ya know, the one that has replaced my presence in his as well as neal's life? not that i'm bitter, oh no, not bitter at all. well atleast that broke the crush i'd had on him all summer anyway.

i'm a sleepy kitten, so i'm off to bed...but not before i check my e-mail just once more. its sick how much i look forward to hearing from DBD. perhaps its because its the only male attention i'm appreciateing at the present time? or is it truely because i feel some sort of connection with the guy/ i dreampt about him. not like that! clear your mind you filthy thing! i dreampt about us meeting, for the first time. i was picking him up at the San Fransisco airport. i can remember exactly what i wore; my black swing dress with red polka-dots, my tall-ass saddle shoes with white socks that had lace trim, red lipstick and a red hibiscus flower in my hair. sounds a little out there? i wanted to stand out so he'd find me. we made out near the baggage claim carosel and everyone stared in envy. ((dreamy sigh))

Dream Boy Dan...why are you so far away?

p.s. i'm a scarey monster!