prestently listening to:the cure

intentions to: fly to LA at noon

soberity level: i got sleep in my eyes still

Gawd in heaven HELP ME!!!

i've bought a car i don't know how to drive...

my mom tied to teach me last night, i was on the brink of tears before i could go from a stop to 10 mph.

what the fuck was the point in buy a car WHEN I CAN HARDLY DRIVE IT!?! i'm going to have to learn, real quick too. i refuse to let my father know hes right...that would just kill me.

it's my car. i want it. i have it. i'm going to lean to drive the damn thing!

p.s. i'm not retarded, i've just NEVER driven a stick before.