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and it's hard to hold a candle
Friday, Nov. 22, 2002 - 7:46 am
kiss <3 b-tron

prestently listening to:some a-hole mowing the lawn

intentions to: i don't really care. not call livia back?

soberity level: i need my coffe now

i should be going to the gym right now, but i've decided to save my energy as i think i'm getting sick.

monday there was a kick ass meteor shower. any of yous out there catch it? it was pretty damn cool i have to say. brandon and i went out to dinner and then headed to eaton park to watch the meteor with david and that chick from Nepal hes dating.

we sat out there in the butt ass cold from 11-3! it was really fun. we chit chatted and tried to stay warm under the blanket he brought.

have i yet mentioned what a fuckin gentleman this guy is?!? opens and closes doors for me, pays for everything, excuses himself when he'll so much as cough in my presence! its crazy! i guess i'm just not used to it...at all. that other guy, ricky is brandons exactly opposite. down to thier physical state and presence.

lets get to the good part, hm?

well, we leave to take me home around 3 and brandon walks me to my door. we hugged, said g'night and just stood there.

b-"so, i meant to do this last time, but i was coughing and stuff and it was gross, ummm, may i kiss you good night?"

m-(((violently nodding)))

b-"was that a yes nod, or..."

m-"yes...(awkward pause)...this is funny."

b-"whats-"

brandon didn't finish that last sentence because neither of us would have benefited from ore awkward conversation, soo, i went in for the kiss.

let me just tell you, it was a fabulous kiss. at first i thought maybe it was ridiculously fabulous because i hadn't been kissed in forever, but alas, recall just 3 short days before ricky was all over my shit. i had almost forgotten! (hmmm, key note this)

soo, we kissed a most wonderful kiss and then i slipped into my dark cold empty apartment, stood there and said out loud, "wow". it was one of those kisses that make you float and see stars.

brandon and i are going out on sunday.

is anyone out there routing for ricky? or do we have a consensus here?

((cough, cough))

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in the cold November rain