prestently listening to:Alice 97.3FM

intentions to: wax & shower my sweaty hard body

soberity level: lil hung. thank gawd for OJ cravings at 3am

three, not consecutive, but three 1 dollar beer nights in a week. wow.

Sunday- Arrow bar 6th & mission

Monday- Rio mission & 24th? 25th?

Wednesday- 26Mix 26th & mission

Kacie and i went up to get cocktails with Steve. Kacie had exciting news to share with us. shes found someone 'special' and we couldn't be happier for her.

BP met us at the bar with Renee and Mr. Adam P. wasn't far behind them. Kacie sister came by with her boyfriend too. we owned that place last night!

nice club may i add. Steve is going to have his fashion show there the 31st. kick ass! i can't wait. i'm gonna be doing hair & make-up 'n such for the even. (yeahy!)

back to BPs friend Adam...this guy is great! but, funny thing. i've only met him twice 'n all, but on both ocasions hes mentioned losing weight to me. not him loseing weight, not directly me loseing weight, but kinda. its wierd. perhaps a strange coincidence, or maybe he thinks i'm a fat ugly cow. hmm. i'm not perticularly concerned. he is freakishly tall. not in a bad way, but i'm just saying he hasn't much room to argue body shape or size. i guess i can't really be offened by his suggestions on how to lose weight, but i certainly wasn't asking for advice. i can't blame him for my weight complex anyhow.

i don't think i'll eat today.

just kidding i just had a bowl of cereal. i'm really over freaking out about my weight. its not a good time for anyone.