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Monday, Feb. 03, 2003 - 12:32 pm
dexters brother

prestently listening to:adore SP

intentions to: go to work, solemly

soberity level: never mind all this today

yesterdat i went to go pick up kristine from dexters house. dexters bother got shot in the head, in his room downstairs. dexter and kristine were out having diner and got home just before the ambulence arrived. dexter went down to the police station for questions and kristine was left stranded there in front of the house with police, cameras and journalists. she couldn't get her homework and computer out of the house till the detective was through and her car was within police lines so she wwasn't allowed to move it. i went and picked her up and took her home.

i used to sell "E" in high school. i stopped selling because the idea of having hundreds of dollars worth of drugs in my underwear drawer made me nervous when my brother and sister were home. we all shared a room 3 nights a week. the room with drugs in it.

i've never thought myself lucky, and pretty smart. i've always thought the smart people don't need luck. i was dumb. and i got lucky.

i hope dexters brother will say the same.

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