prestently listening to:Axel "my god" Rose

intentions to: who the fuck cares today?

soberity level: shut up. stop teasing.

i have come to realize that all my bad days are self produced by taking all the elements of a day that are bad and completely ignoring the rest of that day. i am fully aware of this. and, occasionally, with this realization, i can avoid potentionally "bad days" by reminding myself that throwing pity parties gets old when no one wants to attend them but you. this doesn't however dismiss the fact that some days just start on a lighter foot than others. i could very easily look at this moring and say "fuck all this shit! i'm going back to bed" but that'd be too dramatic. i could say "that sucked, lets move on, shall we" but as of right now i'm saying "blow me".

i'm not going to list why i'm not looking forward to getting dressed and starting my day because it is inevitable that i must do so. theres no point in putting in black and white why i'm hateing the rest of today alredy. so instead? i should go to the gym. or do some homework. but i think i'll have my coffe and pout while watching the news.