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and it's hard to hold a candle |
Tuesday, Mar. 25, 2003 - 6:56 pm *opposed to taking a shit...where? prestently listening to: intentions to: soberity level: so after that last entry, i came a an apithany while taking a shit in the bathroom. i.am.fucking.nuts. its true, i'm sort of crazy. but its real easy to keep at bay. all i need is rutine. i haven't been going to the gym like i normally do. and i haven't been writing in here, like i normally do. see? these things, constant and controlable things are the keys to my sanity. i need to keep rutine or i lose it. as soon as i got in the bathroom i thought to myself, "man, i feel soo much better." and it wasn't the excrimate my friends, it was writing. i know i'll forget later how to conrtol my crazed outbursts, but in the mean time i'm feeling pretty incharge.
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in the cold November rain |