prestently listening to:nick laugh

intentions to: work

soberity level: so-ber

is my relationship with bp really in that silly "now what?" stage? or his he just distracted with so many thing before tour? i'm pretending hes distracted. we're going on 8 months now. 9 is usually when things get funky, but...he'll be away then. does that mean we can just bypass that funk?

i'd really like to marry him some day.

how is it i always date the boys that go away? ian went to russia for a month or two of every year. now, bp tours. i must say i hold much more respect and jealously for touring. i suppose i have more to worry about with him traveling from town to town rocking out, so cute, on stage with his bass...dancing around like he does. ((sigh)) still, i trust him. but the temptation is there, and who would know? least of all, me. ian couldn't keep his pants on, in or out of the country.

but i really have no buisness comparing them.