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and it's hard to hold a candle
Sunday, Jun. 29, 2003 - 8:01 pm
missing bp

prestently listening to:high fidelity

intentions to: cry till some comes over to rescue me (MY car is in the shop)

soberity level:

its been less than one week. less than seven days and i feel like my sole is being bled,drained. help me. i miss him soo much.

20 more days.

i know i'm sounding like a baby...but i miss him

(as typed though tear filled eyes)

i e-mail ian. what the fuck did i do that for? in the shutter of having no one here, in the remembrance of being loved...once. it was a bad BAD idea. i don't even want to hear from him. i'm stoopid.

i'm lonely.

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