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and it's hard to hold a candle
Thursday, Aug. 28, 2003 - 7:55 pm
blow me, i'm back in school.

prestently listening to:the clock

intentions to: throw up later

soberity level: soon, soon.

blow me, i'm back in school. not like i was ever really out. though, that astronomy class totally kicked mad nebula ass. soo, lets see...

the b/f- same ol same ol. hes is now 25, still broke, careerless, carless and homeless (without parents). i'm not complaining so much, really... its just, today one of my sister friends asked if i was gonna marry tgis guy, and i really thought about it for a minute. "i would love to, if he'd grow up" what the fuck? that came out of MY mouth? its true though. is it so unreasonable and stuck up to have to KNOW FOR SURE that he can make rent EVERY month? i just don't want him to move out of his moms house and into one of our own where i take over the roll. ya know?

yeah.

s-t-r-e-s-s. i need to move out of my house. my mom is all out bonkers. i think her hormonal inbalances (thank you menopause) have rotted any brain she had left. she down right mean these days. i can't ever tell if i did something, or forgot to do something or if shes just spazzing out. i'll come home, says 'whats up' and she'll refuse to even look in my direction, not so much as raise an eyebrow to my reguard.

the plan to move out with Marco and David has vitoed. David bailed and Marco's girl isn't havin him and i moving in together. i guess i understand, after all, Marco and i did date for 2 weeks...2 weeks! we never even f**ked! but then, all the more sexual tention between the both of us i supose.

whateve. i'm waay jaded, sex deprived, behind in my math class and badly in need of massage. calgon take me away?

i think a night of bindge drinking is in order.

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