prestently listening to:the garbage man banging shit around downstairs

intentions to: go to my art class ((sigh))

soberity level: no coffe for me thanks. yesterday i had a cup'n a half and forgot to eat. i was shaking all day. then i crashed around 6pm

happy halloween!

blah blah blah.

this is my favorite holiday. i wish i was more excited. i put my costume together last night. usually i work on it from the end of september on. i don't know what this lack of enthusiasim is all about.

i guess alot of things have happened in the later part of this year. alot of changes, mostly, for the better, i think.

the fact remains that i got up at 6:30am to do my mothers hair and make-up for work. shes a vampire today. not one of those stoopid sleazy ones either. we made her pale and sunk in her cheeks, gave her light blude vains all over her face so you can barely see them. she looks rad. i am talented if i do say so myself. her and i have been doing speacial effects make-up for over 8 years. i was 12 when i started.

i'm gonna be a wacked out looking fairy thing. again, lack of enthusiasim. it'll be cool i hope. i'll take some pics to post for yall. i'm going to school as a cowgirl, but i lost the hat.

well then, hope your halloween rocks harder than mine!