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and it's hard to hold a candle |
2000-08-04 - 9:28 a.m. i will not prestently listening to: intentions to: soberity level: i will not- straighen my hair purely because you prefer that over my natural curly hair wear my hair down, or up just because you like it that way put on more, or less make-up purely because you like it better that way wear more revealing or less revealing clothing just because you asked me too wear skirts more often because you say its more feminie, sexy reframe from using my extensive vocabulary just because 'using big words' makes you feel stupid dress less, or more punk rock than i already do because you dig/hate the style pirece anything for your enjoyment that is not for mine mostly color my hair more, or less natural cause you think it'b be swell be called by stupid pet names that i don't like pay for you all the time be paid for all the time sacrifice my healthy eating habits for your junk food ones go to the gym more, or less often because you have issues with my figure love myself less because you might make me feel like less than who i am lose my identity to obtain one with you forget who i am, where i came from and why i'm here be broken, changed or tained in anyway by your ideals or opinions take your opinions as a personal attack on me swallow give you anything/let you do anything to me on the account of you saying "you'll do it if you love me" i will not feel guilt or shame for thinking of myself first ever overlook the awesome vaule of a genuine apology
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in the cold November rain |