prestently listening to:

intentions to:

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so, i talked to greg tonight. i was visiting livy after work and i saw that he was home. i went upstairs and aoplogized for being 'ridiculously upset' the night before. he said "ya, you'd better be" with a smile and gave me a hug. then i went back down to livys, with a drink in my hand this entire occasion. then i turned around and marched back up after poking my head in for a sec and saying 'no, i'm not done. be right back.' to liv in the kitchen. i went back up and asked greg to allow me to make an open apology, 'i apologize for being so upset, but i was only than touchy because i have a ridiculously obviouls crush on you'. he just nodded and said i "didn't have to apologize for that shit" but i did anyway because it made things complicated. then i noticed i was shaking so i akwardly announced i was going to bring up the stoli. we got wasted and acted like nothing was said.

so, am i done now? is it over? its clear he has no feelings for me, he didn't say shit. i guess i'm done(?)